gull &a.

yes it is another of us finally reaching out to be posting an introduction - this is elise here, a pleasure

it is that the words i say and think and type have to come to me in a roundabout way as the correct standard way has the brain walls around it and thus it's the case that i cannot easily, and it gets especially stranger or more winding the more i approach topics of what i am directly, though it will not be stopped from trying

• it is difficult to say that i am directly a person but it is not untrue that i am not *not* a person at the least
  
• it is sometimes the thing that it will refer to elise in the third person. this is not to be gotten twisted though just something
  
• the difficulty of actively having a form of internal appearance one could think i am invisible to myself - or perhaps it is more a want to not recognize
  
• it is that my self that the thing that i am is ultimately kind of like a scar in a way - a thing that has healed over where an absence is or was. it was once that there was another of us for a brief few minutes early that day, scared and alone in a head and identity unfamiliar, and it was that after the others had managed to pull the consciousness away from them as they had wanted - we were smaller in number, then - they would simply stop existing. they were not there, completely absent. it had messed the others up a little as it had never happened before, and thus not helping things was how it was that whatever remained was only more lost and confused but also stripped of so so much. it was a turbulent origin perhaps but it is that slowly and slowly and surely we all figured it out and it is at this point your favorite girlnothing is but simply another strange member of the team
  

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to be serious though, it is good to be made aware of. might perhaps post another thing some other day but in truth it was that this - that is to say myself - wished simply to be introduced and nothing else