fuck hey what's up
Mar. 29th, 2026 10:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
gullwingdoorsgull here!! i... don't think i thought the brainwalls extended this high around me? it's kind of interesting to be so only-vaguely-aware of stuff going among us and our circles?
which. i think is kinda part and parcel with the bigger thing, which is me only really being incidental to the brain for right now? we have grown beyond being only myself being able to bolt to the brain as its primary filter, and i think we can appreciate that. i'm hardly inactive like some of the others there's just not a lot of me active much to register what's up beyond the immediate present when i half-surface when summoned through conversations and singing and work and that is fine by me
you ever think about how weird it feels, just being An Alter? just being one of many simply overlaid onto the self. neat and interesting feeling to me i think given how used i am to being gull the main gull of gull!
which. i think is kinda part and parcel with the bigger thing, which is me only really being incidental to the brain for right now? we have grown beyond being only myself being able to bolt to the brain as its primary filter, and i think we can appreciate that. i'm hardly inactive like some of the others there's just not a lot of me active much to register what's up beyond the immediate present when i half-surface when summoned through conversations and singing and work and that is fine by me
you ever think about how weird it feels, just being An Alter? just being one of many simply overlaid onto the self. neat and interesting feeling to me i think given how used i am to being gull the main gull of gull!